Just checking in today in the holy month of Ramadhan. My mind sometimes wandered to four years ago where I spent my Ramadhan in the southern part of the earth. I vaguely remembered everything except that I was very diligent at finishing the Quran and following some majlis. I even joined some ifthar with fellow Indonesians (most are families with toddlers or school-aged kids) and visited some houses.
Just few days before Ramadhan back then, I encountered a huge internal-conflict of faith and Alhamdulillah it all ended well. I am now a believer by choice Insha Allah. I am now, four years later, fasting and doing not so well in learning my own faith but trying my best.
Barakallah to all moslem readers and thank you to everyone else for stopping by to read. Ramadhan Kareem.